sad?

o'level chinese results were out today. and i got a fucking b4... fuck. actually i'm not really feeling sad or anything. just disappointed because the paper were not that difficult. maybe it's because my oral sucks, got only a merit for it. don't really have the right to feel sad too, because i really didn't study much for it. just thought that b3 would be fairly achievable.

found out that studying is harder than i thought it would be. supposed to be studying for the tests on saturday, which i again discovered, is 2 this week and 3 next saturday. was intending to study for physics and social studies but just couldn't make myself open the notes. fell asleep in the end, while trying to make myself read the notes. hope this shit won't carry on for long.

have a nice cough and sore throat due to eating coffee powder mixed with condensed milk. to make, mix a packet of 3-in-1 coffee powder with equal amounts of condensed milk and stir till mixed. the finished product should look something like sticky and watery shit, the only difference is that it doesn't taste like shit. eat the mixture, then get a sore throat the next day. it causes harm, but really tastes nice. 3-in-1 coffee powder tastes nice eaten on it's own too, and won't cause a sore throat.