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i can remember a place i used to go. chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful. i can remember. i searched for the amaranth. i'd shut my eyes to see. oh, how i smiled then, so near the cherished ones. i knew they would appear... saw not a single one. oh, how i smiled then, waiting so patiently. i'd make a wish and bleed. while i waited i was wasting away. i can remember... dreamt them so vividly, soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me. i can remember when i first realized dreams were the only place to see them. while i waited i was wasting away. hope was wasting away. faith was wasting away. i was wasting away. i never, never wanted this. i always wanted to believe, but from the start i've been deceived. i never, never wanted this. inside a crumbling effigy, so dies all innocence. but you promised me...

afi - the great disappointment

see the greatness of afi. i have no idea what this song is about. no idea at all. but the song is still nice. actually when i listen to songs, i would totally have no idea what it's all about, and don't understand the lyrics too. unless of course, it's some stupid pop/love/slow song which even a deaf man can decipher.