almost

ok, the exams are almost over. just one more to go on monday. i don't feel happy. think it's because i didn't do anything to allow myself to enjoy it.

normal hardworking assholes who study 8 hours everyday have a reason to be happy. because they earned the break, or so to speak. but me? i do the same things whether it is during the exam period or a holiday. and no, it is not study 8 hours a day. i do nothing. see? so a school day and an exam day and a holiday day is no different to me.

i still get bored to death.

i was so bored that i read about smoking cigars. and marijuana. and drug use. and many other things that will probably never be applied in my life. all because i'm fucking bored.

i once read that there are 2 types of people: the ones who get bored and find things to do, and the ones that get bored and stay bored because they are too lazy to find things to do.

guess which type i am.

think i'm gonna die during the holidays. or at least till it stops raining. then i can go skate. and it seems that the rain would just pour. and pour. everyday. and when it's raining, i can only get on the computer and surf the net. and then read about useless things again. and again. everyday.