it has turned into an obsession

late dawns and early sunsets
just like my favorite scenes
when holding hands
and life was perfect
just like up on the screen
and the whole time while always giving
counting your face among the living

up and down escalators
pennies and colder fountains
elevators and half price sales
trapped in by all these mountains

running away and hiding with you
i never thought they'd get me here
not knowing you'd change from just one bite
i fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
and if i had the guts to put this to your head
but would anything matter if you're already dead?
and should i be shocked now by the last thing you said?
before i pull this trigger
your eyes vacant and stained

but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
and if i had the guts to put this to your head
and would anything matter if you're already dead?
and now should i be shocked by the last thing you said?
before i pull this trigger
your eyes vacant and stained
and in saying you loved me
made things harder at best
and these words changing nothing
as your body remains
and there's no room in this hell
there's no room in the next
and our memories deafeat us
and i'll end this direst

but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
and if i had the guts to put this to your head
but does anything matter if you're already dead?
and should i be shocked now by the last thing you said?
before i pull this trigger
your eyes vacant and stained
and in saying you loved me
made things harder at best
and these words changing nothing
as your body remains
and there's no room in this hell
there's no room in the next
but does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?

early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance
(again)
(what is it that makes me like it so much?)
(i think i love zombies too much)
(maybe i'm just too bored)
(or too easily amused)
(why am i writing in brackets?)


zen micro is playing
early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance