sad fucks

"in starlit nights i saw you, so cruelly you kissed me. your lips a magic world, your sky all hung with jewels."
the killing moon - echo and the bunnymen

it only seems normal that when a person feels sad, he would listen to happy songs to feel better. after all, who the hell wants to feel sad? then when he feels happy, he would listen to more happy songs to continue being happy. but it seems that when we're feeling shitty, we would listen to more sad songs to make ourselves feel shittier.

it doesn't make any sense. i am one of the idiots who listen to sad songs when i'm feeling sad. makes me feel sadder. or perhaps offer a bit of consolation in knowing that the sad fucks who wrote the sad songs were probably as sad as i. knowing that other sad people exist.

as godsmack says, it's all self-inflicted misery.
[i'm not feeling sad]
(some people are going to read it and think that i'm actually feeling sad and lying about not feeling sad to appear cool)