stagnation causes early death

"i would tell you that i love you if i thought that you would stay, but i know that it's no use and you've already gone away."
boys don't cry - the cure

right now i'm waiting for school to end in a month or so, waiting for the holidays. i don't know why i'm waiting because i know that i would be so incredibly bored during the holidays.

and then i'll be waiting for school to start.

but there is nothing else to look forward to, so this is the best of the shit that i have.

i'm determined to make 2007 a good year, even if i have to beat the shit out of it for that to happen.

i need someone to save me.