please be nice

hello, my name is ryan. i am a nice boy. i always try to be polite when people are irritating or rude to me. i make myself believe that it is not their fault, that they are not being irritating and rude on purpose.

i do not confront them because they might not be aware that what they are doing is wrong. maybe their parents have taught them to be irritating and rude from a young age. they are just doing what comes naturally, i cannot blame them for that.

however, i feel extremely hypocritical. this is because i pretend to be polite when in fact, i wish to do unspeakable evils to them. this hypocrisy has caused me much mental discomfort, because i am unable to be truthful to myself.

another thing is that i do not understand is how people can be so consistently irritating and rude? why can't they all be nice and polite like me? have their parents really taught them to behave like that? or perhaps their parents failed to educate them in proper manners and behaviour.

so my dear friends, please be nice to me, because i am a nice and polite boy and i do not wish to be disrespected. i also do not wish to disrespect you by confronting you about your lack of manners and brains in general.