for the money

and so after a tiny bit of drama, i am once again working this weekend, selling ohlampus cameras at comex. maybe you could come visit me, or if you're shy, just hide in a corner and sneek a peek.

even before work starts tomorrow, i am already thinking that i am not cut out in sales. what i've learnt from my job 'training' is that i must SELL SELL SELL. customer welfare is not important. the customer is just an object though which i can earn commission, and i MUST do everything in my ability to sell.

morals and ethics are thrown aside; lie and cheat and do anything just to get that little bit of commission.

perhaps it's not as bad as i make it seem, but that's the way i see it. i am unable to put aside my morals for a few dollars. maybe my thoughts will change after this weekend, and i will become a merciless salesman.

other than that, i've been drinking slightly more than healthy amounts and been witnessing many interesting drunken antics in the process. i have come to the conclusion that the best way to deal with such embarrassing drunken activities is to either pretend that nothing happened, or pretend that it wasn't a big deal at all.

yes, just pretend.