oh

so as you should know, there's been an earthquake in peru last wednesday and many many many people are dead or dying and many people are suffering now.

the sad thing is, i just realised that i haven't even bothered about them. i've been seeing news about this for the past week and i just think "oh." not a bit of sympathy or sadness, not any prayers for them (if prayers actually work), nothing. just "oh."

i think that sums up what a nice person i am.

i've always thought of why shitty things always happen to me, but now i realise that it's because i'm quite a shitty person myself.