forever young

i went to a gig on saturday and all of a sudden i felt so old. shit i'm gonna be 20 this year. i remember when i was working at GV i was 17 and whenever anyone asked how old i was, i'd say i'm 18 this year. shit there's no way i'm gonna say i'm 20 now. i finally understand why some people are afraid of revealing their age. i think that age bring along certain misconceptions and expectations, like they'd expect me to be more matured and wiser, but no i don't feel like i've aged since the time i said i'm 18 this year when i was 17. my age on the right will forever remain as it is. at least when people read my blog they'd think i'm young. oh shit i've gotta stop this, i'm still 18 because i didn't celebrate my 19th birthday.