3-in-1 scream for joy

i am a conflicted human being. often times what i want is completely different from what i do, which is also different from what i know i should do.

3 different paths and i can only choose 1. maybe the day will come when all 3 paths point in the same direction and then i'll have no problem at all.

but wait! i'd probably contrive to screw that up as well. i'll probably stop and turn around when all i have to do is to walk straight.

i think there's something wrong with me. i spend too much time fighting against myself and i can never win.