die young and save yourself

well i was looking through my phone's calendar and the furthest year it would go to was 2079. then i checked some birthdays and found out that we'll be at a ripe old age of 91 by then. if we were still alive, that is.

it gave me a shock for a little while. it's so scary imagining myself at 91. white hair, no teeth, probably bedridden, mother father brother sister friends all dead, hell i'd probably outlive my wife at that kinda age.

either that or i'll be long gone. both ways suck.