at least we've got internet

it's 3:16am now and the view outside is surprisingly hazy, bringing me a strange eerie feeling. i'm feeling very bored and hopeless about this whole ns thing, and it's only been about 3 months. i think by the time i get out of here i'll be a shell of my former self, which is terrible knowing how little i had to begin with.

today i found out just how satisfying it is to unleash my anger upon idiots who piss me off. i don't usually do this, but it feels much better than trying to keep your feelings in check. just try not to get addicted.