river song
it feels so nice to be able to sit here by the river early on a weekday, doing nothing in particular and watching people go about their lives. it feels different out here in the real world. i like the unpredictability of life outside, like any time something big or interesting may happen that can change my life.
in camp everything is so staid and stagnant because i KNOW that nothing is going to happen. i know that how i was when i woke up is how i will be when i go to bed. i look at the office workers having a smoke break, the tourists talking about the fat bird sculpture, the random people going on with their lives.
i realise that all of them are trapped just like i am. trapped by their circumstances, by their work, trapped by life. it's normal, i try to assure myself.
written 16 december, 11.30am
in camp everything is so staid and stagnant because i KNOW that nothing is going to happen. i know that how i was when i woke up is how i will be when i go to bed. i look at the office workers having a smoke break, the tourists talking about the fat bird sculpture, the random people going on with their lives.
i realise that all of them are trapped just like i am. trapped by their circumstances, by their work, trapped by life. it's normal, i try to assure myself.
written 16 december, 11.30am
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