FFL

i've got less than 2 months left in here and i'm very sure that it'll be over in no time, but it's just getting quite unbearable with all the waiting and waiting and waiting.

i know that 2 months is a very short time, especially given that we've already been in here for close to 6 months now, but it just gets to me that i have no other choice but to wait.

i think i need to buy a new pair of shoes, because wearing new shoes always make me feel like there's something special going on in life. it's like the ground i'm walking upon is no longer the same as before. maybe i'm just weird.

but anyway because i'm fucked for life, i find it impossible to find a single pair of shoes here that i would want to wear. just like how i've been trying to buy a nice plain white t-shirt since forever and am still unable to find one.

it's really strange because you'd think that something simple and plain and well-fitting and relatively affordable should theoretically be very easy to find but NO. everything out there is either expensive or fanciful or ill-fitting or just simply looks like shit. best if it's all of the above.

so as you can see, I'M FUCKED. i think i should start my own company manufacturing clothing that i would want to wear but am unable to find anywhere. at the very least i'd have clothes even if nobody else wants to buy my stuff.