now where's my NUM singlet?

yesterday due to some unfortunate circumstances, i had to go for dragonboat training, for a race this friday.

the thing about me when it comes to sports is that i don't ever want to lose, and when it's a sports competition, the feeling is even worse. i will give 100% even if i know there's no chance of winning.

so yesterday could possibly be the one and only opportunity for me to get everything right. technique, coordination, strength, everything in a single session, and it really put me in a whole new world of pain.

now i'm reduced to searching for paddling tips on youtube, such is the sadness of my life. well at least it'll be over when friday comes.