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Monday, June 28, 2010

beneath the blue sky

is it normal to feel so strangely detached from everything? what am i? i ask myself all the time. it's not an identity crisis. i really want to know WHAT AM I? is this suffering going to be worth it? it's not that i am suffering right now per se, but life itself is suffering and an endless struggle.

i was in class one day and i looked around me. i saw a bunch of atoms. is that what i am? a bunch of atoms so coincidentally arranged. is that what we are? what am i? my consciousness, which for now i shall attribute to my brain, is but a bunch of atoms and electrical signals. sometimes i feel like i'm nothing, like i don't exist.

but no, i am here, and so are you. so what are we? what is going on?

posted by cromber at 3:33 am

5 Comments:

  • You shouldn't focus on what or who you are. In the end it doesn't matter anyways, you're still there aren't you? My advice: Take the time you've been given as a bunch of atoms strung together and make the most of it... Just sayin'...

    By Blogger Night Sai, at June 29, 2010 3:11 am  

  • well first of all, HELLO FELLOW AFI FAN!

    yea make the best of it, that bit i know. it just troubles me to no end that my question is impossible to answer, and i may never ever find out.

    By Anonymous cromber, at June 29, 2010 4:43 am  

  • Hello fellow Scorpio =)

    See now you've got to ask yourself the real question: Even if you ever do find an answer to your question, what would that change?

    By Blogger Night Sai, at June 30, 2010 6:55 am  

  • what would that change? everything. it is THE question. don't you wanna find out?

    i guess it's like an adopted child wanting to find his birth parents. why would be want to? to find out why is he here today.

    By Anonymous cromber, at June 30, 2010 4:45 pm  

  • For some people, that may be the case. However, no matter what you are, it doesn't change the fact that you're here. No matter what the reason for your resistance is.

    By Blogger Night Sai, at July 01, 2010 9:27 am  

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