it'll be over soon

when i listen to ladytron i sometimes get drawn back to the days when i was still stuck in camp, specifically the long afternoon breaks where i had nothing to do so i'd listen to ladytron on purevolume. in fact, that website was where i first discovered ladytron.

now when i think back, it almost feels like a strange time, like it didn't really happen. i don't know why and i don't really know how to explain this. ladytron makes me feel strange, because it feels like i first heard the songs in a time that doesn't really exist. have i heard this song before?

i think if ns taught me one thing, it'll be that everything will be over. before i enlisted, i thought oh fuck, how am i gonna survive 2 long years? when i first enlisted, i thought oh fuckkk how am i gonna survive 15 days confinement? if 15 days feels so long, what's 2 years gonna be like?

then i got transferred over and i thought 8 MONTHS? FUCK ME! but day by day it all went by, and in between there was even time for a little issue about being apart for 4 months, but that too came to pass. day by day, everything will be over.