me?

i figured out some time ago that all the craziness i felt in the second half of last year was because i was confused by the passage of time.

some days i wondered wow, when is this ever going to end? other times i wished the moment would never end.

some days felt like weeks, and others passed like i haven't woken up from a deep sleep.

and then all the shitty days that felt like they would last forever, and the wonderful days i hoped would last forever, they all just went away and ceased to exist.

they were all gone and i was the only thing left behind.

regardless of what it felt like or what i wanted it to be, the clock was still ticking away at its same old pace, and i just couldn't reconcile this in my head.

it may sound silly now but it certainly didn't feel that way.