theory of relativity

it's been a week since i finished my last paper. not carrying much optimism about the results.

time passes so quickly now, unlike during the exam period. i had 5 papers in 20 days but those days seemed to last forever, especially the 10 days between the 3rd paper and the final 2.

i remembered it was probably during the 7th or 8th day when i was thinking of my previous paper, and it felt like it happened 2 weeks ago. i thought that something was wrong and realised that only half that time had passed.

anyway the past few days had been flying by, because i made the foolish decision to install football manager on my computer. (yes i know the whole world is playing diablo 3 but fuck that shit)

playing this game is almost like stepping into a time machine. i do not have any clocks in my room and the game obscures the computer clock so i totally lose all concept of time. i start playing and then i look at my phone and find that hours have passed.

the last time i played this game, i was in secondary school and i was completely addicted to it. i would play from the time i get home until night. homework? what homework?

now i tell myself i will stop after the next season because this time machine business is really bad. so many hours wasted, and the worst thing is i can feel myself going blind, staring at the screen all day.

i can do it.