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i haven't been updating because there isn't anything on my mind. i've tried to force it but it just feels wrong and i end up deleting everything.

i just remembered a couple of years ago i kept a journal, and for that one particular book, i tried to write every night even if i had nothing.

till today i haven't been able to bring myself to read that book. i think the writing is terrible and it contains too many details of things that i don't want to remember.

if i don't wanna read that shit, i'm pretty sure that you wouldn't want to as well.