poof

earlier this evening i was in the toilet washing my shoes when out of nowhere, this thought came to mind: what if i had a girlfriend and she died suddenly?

well she's just a girlfriend at that point of time, maybe someday i'll hate her or maybe i'll marry her, no one knows.

if she just died right there, the love we had (of course i would love her, she's my girlfriend) would be eternal. and the pain too would be eternal.

she would always be the one, and her greatness would just grow and grow. each time i think of her she's better, and before long she's the best girl ever, but then that's only because she wasn't alive long enough for the love to turn sour.

wow that would really suck.

and then i went back to washing my shoes.