sweet

i have to go all the way back to late 2004/early 2005 for the last time when i had such a big crush on a complete stranger.

crush? i never thought i would still be using that word at this age.

i have written extensively of the random girls i've fallen in love with for a moment or two, but only in these two instances have the feelings lasted for so long.

what the hell? am i 16 again? next thing i know i'll start developing breasts.