10
today this thing turns 10 years old!
although the official first post was made on the 17th, i actually created it the day before but there were some technical difficulties which made me so annoyed that i deleted the whole damn thing.
10 years later, i dunno if it was a good thing that on the following day i decided to try again, because if i didn't, this thing wouldn't exist, and what would my life be without it?
but really though, i wonder how different would my life be without this. for better or worse, my past 10 years and this thing have been inextricably linked. thoughts and feelings are transient and fleeting but become real once written down.
especially through my tumultuous teenage years, this was my outlet for expressing myself and it came in surprisingly handy given my well-known lack of ability to do so in person.
over the years it has given the people around me a glimpse into my head, perhaps allowing them to know me a little better (again, for better or worse?), making me a few friends and a few lovers and also lost me some along the way.
what would i be? this has been a long journey and i think barring the shutdown of blogspot, i would continue to maintain it for the next part of my life.
although the official first post was made on the 17th, i actually created it the day before but there were some technical difficulties which made me so annoyed that i deleted the whole damn thing.
10 years later, i dunno if it was a good thing that on the following day i decided to try again, because if i didn't, this thing wouldn't exist, and what would my life be without it?
but really though, i wonder how different would my life be without this. for better or worse, my past 10 years and this thing have been inextricably linked. thoughts and feelings are transient and fleeting but become real once written down.
especially through my tumultuous teenage years, this was my outlet for expressing myself and it came in surprisingly handy given my well-known lack of ability to do so in person.
over the years it has given the people around me a glimpse into my head, perhaps allowing them to know me a little better (again, for better or worse?), making me a few friends and a few lovers and also lost me some along the way.
what would i be? this has been a long journey and i think barring the shutdown of blogspot, i would continue to maintain it for the next part of my life.
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