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Thursday, December 31, 2015

it's hard to make sense

jan
"what is simple by the moonlight, by the morning never is."
lua - bright eyes

feb
all my life i've only been friendly with people i like, people who are normal. once i get a whiff of something that is wrong with a person, i almost instantly distance myself from them.

mar
i was listening to this song one afternoon at work when i began to doze off. from there, i entered a dream-like state as the song started filling my consciousness and i was in the song, half-awake, lacking all awareness, existing in a place beyond us.

apr
yesterday i was looking at shoes and there were 2 teenaged girls there too.

may
"i once knew this girl who thought she was god. she didn't give sight to the blind or raise the dead. she didn't even teach anything, not really, and she never told me anything i probably didn't already know. on the other hand, she didn't expect to be worshiped, nor did she ask for money. given her high opinion of herself, some might call that a miracle. i don't know, maybe she was god. her name was sati, and she had blonde hair and blue eyes."

jun
i saw this last week and i realised that i've never known the meaning of empathy. i've seen the word but i've never figured out what it really means.

jul
if you've been around here for some time you'd know how often i fall for girls, and always over the stupidest and most random things. back then it was much worse and sometimes even i find it ridiculous.

aug
a month into my new job, my colleague suddenly resigned and i was offered a permanent position.

sep
i was walking home, trying my best not to breathe in this killer haze, then this song came up and it was straight back to the hazy nights of 2006 when i was working in the cinema and i would walk through the city every night and the lights would glow softly behind the dreary shroud.

oct
it's in the early hours of 2 november now and i've just skipped this place for the second october in a row, but i actually saved something on my phone so let's back-date it a little...

nov
i said earlier this year that i was looking for change, looking so hard that i realised that i have been enforcing new things upon myself. i am now allowing into my life some things that i would readily reject in the past.

dec
this live version of degausser is so amazing for so many reasons. i've been listening to this song for the past 9 years and i thought i knew the song but suddenly i see this and - BOOMZ - this just blew everything right outta the water.

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