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there has been times where people say that i have a fear of commitment when it comes to relationships. i wrote this on my phone around 6 months ago and forgot all about it. this is to all the girls that have had the (mis)fortune of getting their love lines intertwined with mine.
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i wish i could say i love you, that would make everything so much simpler. it's such an easy word to produce, yet encompasses so much in its 4 letters.
but what i feel is not love, it is the ugly and mutilated, unspeakable and unwanted bastard child of love, lust, friendship, companionship, unbridled emotion, self-control, pride and shame and fear and hope and longing.
what do you call that? i wish i could have a simple and sexy 4 letter word to express all these feelings into something palatable and understandable, and not just that.
i wish i could have something that i can say to you and get a reply in equal terms, so that at the very least we know that this is x and i x you too.
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i wish i could say i love you, that would make everything so much simpler. it's such an easy word to produce, yet encompasses so much in its 4 letters.
but what i feel is not love, it is the ugly and mutilated, unspeakable and unwanted bastard child of love, lust, friendship, companionship, unbridled emotion, self-control, pride and shame and fear and hope and longing.
what do you call that? i wish i could have a simple and sexy 4 letter word to express all these feelings into something palatable and understandable, and not just that.
i wish i could have something that i can say to you and get a reply in equal terms, so that at the very least we know that this is x and i x you too.
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