missing
sincere words, with the weight of all the effort behind it, knowing that this could be read by the entire internet! the entire world and every generation after!
tonight i learnt that people may treasure different aspects of their lives, some in certain areas more than others.
tonight i've learnt that there's a stark and significant difference between a work-friend and a friend from work.
on my end, i've never bothered with work-friends. every person i've met through work that i've spent personal time with, i've known enough about them to treat as a friend.
i've learnt that sometimes i do make the right decisions in my relationships.
unbelievable as it may sound, especially to my inner circle and ex-lovers.
sometimes... sometimes i am correct. it may not be apparent at the first moment, but as time goes on things become clearer.
today i learnt that you should never compare yourself to another person. i've known this for years but to witness (once again) the level of vitriol is astounding.
there is literally no end to it and at every step all i see is jealousy and disquiet.
tonight i learnt that good friends are hard to come by and even harder to keep.
friendships don't remain the same forever so pick the right ones to keep.
there has been several nights and several lessons missed since my last post, but tonight's lesson is that no matter how awkward, i may need to be clear with the girls in my life.
i was never the best (i'm shit) at communication, but have also always written off such difficult conversations under the cover of 'we both should know.' i should well know that emotions and logic are at opposing ends of the spectrum.
as time goes on, i've began to understand the two-way discourse and appreciate how i have neglected this in the past, out of my desire to avoid any awkward or inconvenient scenarios.
last friday i had a very uncomfortable but necessary conversation on such an issue. it was not the best thing but i went through with it and i feel everyone is better-off with this resolved.